that which makes us, keeps us.

The Aminus inside of me, the Deomon that fights for its survival. Writing or talking about my parents Like this is not something i am doing for pitty or attention. I wish no disgrace or dishonor to the ones who gave me life and who suffered to raise me. All glory to God for blessing me with each of them and for making me who i am. Without either of them i would not be who i am today and […]


God as a concept and spirituality and psychology has always intertwined for me.   On this journey of self discovery, trying to become a better human and finding only more questions when i look for answers has been a perpetual fight against many of my demons. My latest trials, has led me further down the path of Dr Carl Jung’s teachings, Buddhism, Hinduism and Christianity. The perplexity of the dynamically interlinked theories and ideas always require a dose of magic […]

Dotting my i’s & Crossing my t’s.

Diligence for my mouth and a dictionary for my tongue.   She says to me: ‘ So many times I wanted to take a kokipen and fix your spelling mistakes. I kept thinking to myself how crazy you are for writing these things on all the walls of the house but not being able to spell them”. My brother says to me: ” I forgot, you don’t have emotions anyway, you don’t feel anything for  the dead” He says to […]

Loose yourself, in the moment – in the music.

Being alive is not the same as living.   I have a special spot for the role Eminem played in my life. I drew Immense amount of inspiration from him as a teenager who too, grew up in a less than classy household. As children we might have a small idea about money and that some have it and others not. As a teenager and young adult we become more aware that money gives us access to comfort and to […]

Hear me when I say, ‘I love you”

Love potion for Winter hands, Lies, Manipulation and Deceit. Tormentors double up as our Mentors. Such is the karmic path of love because thru rejection we find redirection. If we are truly born for purpose in this life time, why do we search for it in others? I remember even now what it felt like. A feeling so consuming, so breathtaking it blinds you and as the chemicals rush thru the brain and body all I could think is… I […]


Beginnings always find themselves in ends. Our relationship with time is as much a complicated one as the ones we have with spouses. When we think of time, our minds present it in a linear form and we speak them as memories, as situations and as future aspirations. whatever role time plays in your life from your daily rustle to your yearly review, all the way to your retirement planning one constant remains – time is relative to how much […]

It was my Ancestor.

Shaggy and Shady they may be, but the voices are in my head! Not a day goes by that I don’t think about what my life would have been like if anyone actually took me to be evaluated for mental health. My 9 year journey has been long and hard and I would admit to quite a number of total emotional meltdowns. If professionals were to ever do an evaluation I am sure medication would have been prescribed and some […]

Perceptions and their connections to Reality

MIND the GAP. I used to tell people I have a spider diagram mind. I would take one piece of information, enter it into the system and then each possible ending from that specific entry point would appear to me. This way I would always know, with a lot of conviction that I knew what would happen. I put 100% faith in the data I collected. A few years ago, I experienced the most traumatizing event of my life. a […]

What exactly is Nyamuka about?

Fungi, from legacy to legacy. My spiritual Journey really started in 2017. When I had a dream from God that i had 5 years to save South Africa and help its people be healthy.  4 years later and I have built a life around healing all kinds of people with a Natural and holistic approach. Nyamuka is the name of my ancestor that has driven me to the space I am in right now in my life. Nyamuka identifies as […]

The difference between a Homeopath & a Herbalist.

Extractions vs full plant use Homeopathic medicine is usually offered by a licensed homeopath. The benefit they have is that hey are able to work with plant extractions. They are herbal doctors that know so much about plants and how to treat patients holistically. Most homeopaths do not place an element of Mental wellbeing as a factor in the patients physical health. Some homeopaths offer additional natural healing like Reiki or acupuncture. They are able to produce products like creams, […]

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